Protecting Your Baby

Most of us are protecting our baby called Barren. We blanket her characteristics of shame & defeat. We cover her with pretense, hold her close, and nurse her to life.  “Don’t talk about her…she’s mine, don’t mistreat her…she’s fragile, you don’t understand her…”  I was protective of what I perceived to be more faithful & real than conception, more real than the promise.  This was once my mindset.  I didn’t think it was at the time, but I COULDN’T GET REAL WITH GOD UNTIL I GOT REAL WITH MYSELF?  I have not arrived and am not excluded from the seed of doubt revisiting me.  I just have, now, an increased measure of FAITH that empowers me to cast it down, to give it to God in intercession…to know that He is opening my womb and causing me to bring forth & give birth.                                                       God is saying, I want to give you a gift, a new baby…BEAUTY FOR ASHES, the oil of joy for mourning, and the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness. (Isaiah 61:1-3).

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I choose to believe that I am going to bear a child from my own eggs, womb & husband, and I choose this because of the Voice of Truth!

Can Your Womb Open?

YES!  Simply because God is more than able & Jesus is the resurrection.  In John 11:25, Jesus tells Martha that He is the resurrection & the life.  Since He can and did raise the dead, should we doubt that He can bring life to an empty womb?

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 I choose to believe that I am going to bear a child from my own eggs, womb & husband, and I choose this because of the Voice of Truth!

BOOK: Sing O’Barren

In Part 3, the story of Rebekah birthing Jacob (TRANSFORMATION), Jacob wrestled with God. It says, When God wrestles with us, it’s basically bringing us to the point of letting the best Man win. Who can fight God & win?

  1. I wrestled with God on 10/21/2013…
  2. On 10/21/2013, I had a dream that led me to Job 41:1, 10 (where God is asking if no man can contend with this leviathan beast/creature…who then can contend with God?)…
  3. Then I found this book, Sing O’Barren…
  4. I read about Jacob wrestling with God, 22-days later, on 11/12/2013…
  5. On that 22nd day – biblically symbolic of LIGHT (Gen 32:24…wrestled…until the breaking of the day or LIGHT) – God brought forth a TRANSFORMATION, changed my name to No Longer Barren & blessed me.
  6. On 1/4/2014…I gave birth (the 1st) to www.NoLongerBarren.com.

Coincidence? I think NOT! Like Jacob, I had to wrestle with God (until the day(LIGHT) breaketh. Gen 32:26) and tell Him that I’m not letting go until He blesses me…until He changes my name…until He changes my nature…until He changes my status. And like Jacob endured…so have I. Like Jacob’s name was changed to Israel, my name was changed from BARREN to NO LONGER BARREN.

Excerpt from book: God says, as you are birthing transformation, everything you were not able to do you will now be able to do. Everything you were not able to gain you are now able to gain. Everything that was taken from you God says He is going to restore it to you. Why? Because you have prevailed with the divine…and over your flesh & are now transformed into another (wo)man. No longer is your name Barren…you have been TRANSFORMED…your name is NO LONGER BARREN.

I’ve got a river flowing inside of me…GLORY!!!

I choose to believe that I am going to bear a child from my own eggs, womb & husband, and I choose this because of the Voice of Truth!

Part of My Journey…

About a year after we began trying to get pregnant, my OBGYN decided that it was time to see a fertility specialist. We went & did all the testing, blood work, ultrasounds, etc. They found nothing hindering conception. We were introduced, for the first time through a professional, to the concept and cost of IVF (in-vitro fertilization). The doctor gave a ball park figure of $17k for the procedure. Coincidentally (maybe), we had saved a little more than that. You better believe I thought…this must be destiny that we could actually afford this opportunity. I thought, hmmm, God had provided a means for us to get pregnant. But the Voice of Truth spoke to me instantly & said…this is not the seed I promised you. This is not against anyone who has used this method; I just know that it was not written in my predestined story.              Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end… 13…search for me with all your heart.

I choose to believe that I am going to bear a child from my own eggs, womb & husband, and I choose this because of the Voice of Truth!

Birthing The Spiritual Seed First

He has caused me to conceive a spiritual seed before the promised, natural seed.  The spiritual conception of vision yielded the birthing of this BLOG…and there’s still more yet to come.

He has already called us to be fertile ground in other areas, but we often want to put the cart before the horse.  WHAT ARE WE FERTILE GROUND FOR FIRST? For the fruit of the Spirit: Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, Self-Control (Galatians 5:22-23).  Sometimes we want to take a baby within, while denying the Holy Spirit access of the same.  Be willing to birth something that will give Him glory in front of what will give you glory.

I choose to believe that I am going to bear a child from my own eggs, womb & husband, and I choose this because of the Voice of Truth!