Giver of Good Gifts!

When I first started this site, I had recently had the vision of the promise of birthing a baby girl.  I was instructed that she would be good and what to name her.  At the time, I thought that one day…I was just going to wake up pregnant.  And, in my mind, it was just that simple.  I never thought that this thing would be a whole process.  I never imagined that God would do a great work while He’s walking me through this journey.  It never dawned on me, at first, that this was about His glory.  I simply thought that I was finally getting what I’ve desired for so long.  How naive was I…leaning unto my own understanding.

I don’t know all that God knows, of course, but what He has shared with me along the way…I am thankful for the process.  Yes, it would have been lovely to awake one morning to find out that we have conceived.  But as for my spirit man, this very promise & process has helped me grow in FAITH, LOVE, PRAYER, WORSHIP, PATIENCE

Had it happened my way, maybe I would be full of joy, yet unchanged in some very critical areas.  So for that, I have to tell God THANK YOU!  Thank You for being ALL-knowing & ALL-powerful.  Thank you for not just giving us what we want, but being a good Father who knows how to give good gifts (Matthew 7:11).  Thank you for your…AMAZING GRACE.

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I choose to believe that I am going to bear a child from my own eggs, womb & husband, and I choose this because of the Voice of Truth!

Sound Off for Love

Hello, NoLongerBarren! I am home recovering from surgery. This is the 2nd myomectomy I’ve had and this time around is much different than the 1st…much better. I am so blessed to be in Christ.  I was before as well, but now I’m a little more patientfaith is stronger, worship is deeper… God has matured me over the years, so this time…there was no fear, no anxieties, just assurance that I would awake healed…because of His promises.

I am thankful to God 1st & foremost! And right after that, I am thankful for the man of God I call my husband. My husband, who prays over me, who’s a good father & provider, who waited for me when I decided to honor God with my body, a wonderful person all around.  He corrects me when I’m wrong, and while his stance is firm…he’s gentle with me. This makes it easy for me to follow him. He’s not perfect by far, but has a perfect heart & he’s just right for me. He has learned to take care of my heart 1st, then the natural care falls into place. I wanted to take this time to honor the love of my life…for he lives a sometimes thankless role with integrity & joy.  SOUND OFF FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE WHO SUPPORTS & LOVES YOU DEARLY!

Also, a special thank you to my mother, Sadie.  She remained by my side to support us & watch over our son. To my family Edward, Jack, Shameka, & Devin. To my Pastor Louis whom I love very much! To Carolyn for shutting down her office to stay by my bedside & keep me company. For Kevin (cotton candy ;p). To all my lovely friends for praying for me: Ginger, Tasha, Toniya, Stephanie, Lisa, Sharon, Sherhonda, Keisha, Mrs. Shirley, Mrs. Phyllis, Mrs. Jennie, Tyrome, Jermain, Christina, Teen Dance & Parents & countless others who are still praying…I know it’s taboo to mention names because I may forget some…so I apologize…but I love you ALL.

Still declaring that it is not by surgery, procedures or anything else that this miracle will come to pass, but only by the grace of God, are all things made possible.

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I choose to believe that I am going to bear a child from my own eggs, womb & husband, and I choose this because of the Voice of Truth!